my birthday thank you's....blah blah blah and watevers
just a thought-am a year older and wiser???? i dunno
(how i celebrated my bee-day.....just so u wanna know)

my birthday was august 12, it was friday, but i was wide awake when the clock strikes 12, i dunno, maybe i was excited, or maybe not, am just kinda wating for the time to make me sleep, it was my off, so i slept the whole day of thursday so i had enough sleep so i wake up even when my bday comes.....
i was kinda sad the day before, when i went home, my dog of 13 years, died. it got me really sad that i end up crying even before closing the gate. it was just so sad that of all days he has to leave before my birthday but i know that he is old and weak and then when i end crying, i just told myslef and bokbok (his name) that even though how hard it is to let him go, i just want him to be in peace, and not prolong the pain that he is feeling.
good bye bok, i loved you and you will be dearly missed.

anyways, my birthday, it was really raining cats and dogs, i surmised that the rain will keep on pouring and i was kinda feelin bad that we won't be having that videoke thing we planned together with my close friends in the office, as this was our day off we planned to have a drinking spree and videoke especially it was our pay day...or so we thought.
it wasn't really a sure thing but my parents and I also planned to have a dinner, so we did, i begged off to my firneds to just have it sometime soon as my dad wanted us to have dinner altogether, the thing that we haven't been doing for the longest time since I was working night shift and my siblings are kinda busy with their own busy lives.
I just kinda feel bad that my youngest sis and my older bro Joel, did not made it. I know it's my bday and maybe they have their own plans, iam not at all hurt, (well not much) it's just such a sad thought that my dad planned all these and we end up having dinner past 8pm, starving and all and we end up waiting for no one but just me, and my parents, my sis Che came a little while.
Iam just touched that my Mom and Dad though we havent been getting along well because of my mood swings and anticipated stubborness, was all laughing and smiling and wishing me happy birthday, was the best birthday deal i had...no kidding, I love you Nanay and Tatay, you made my day, you really did!

That day, my phone keeps on beeping, my very first texter was one of my bestest friend Mikoei from my old workplace, she wished me happy birthday past 11pm of august 11, and was glad to hear from her. i do miss her too..but am gonna see her on sept 1st!

afterwards, texts were pouring my inbox, from my workplace, aslo i wanna thank my friends from work,meryl, viki, chelo, roset,rosey,rhoda, jinky, joy,elise, cris,shiela, who made me feel touched as she made this scrap book for everyone to wite on and wish me a happy birthday..thanks shiela, you truly amazed me, was really feeling special...love yah all....also thanks too to becca, sharon,alspo rpo, who gave me one of the coolest wishes as i read his message, lou, who makes my day funny, by his so very humorous disposition every single day,everyone from my campaign memberworks, i just so feel great that you did remember my day even it was my off thanks for the messages, it really made me smile.

also it was really great to hear from my old friends way back in college like joka, who hasnt failed to be a thoughful friend that she is, even though I havent been texting and communicating with you , please do know that I am still your friend, alll these years. Jotan, thanks also for being the able willing friend taht you are, you are really th great definition of a true friend, please stay that way till we grow old, I know you will. Pam, thanks for remebering i know i have been busy i will see you this week, love yah!
thanks also to aileen, for still remembering, i know your birthday is also soon coming, have a great one, am happy that you met your one true love and just got married, wishing you all the best.love yah
marlon, all straight from aust, thank you for remembering.....my bday!
to zoi and marie, my batchmates i mean former batchmates here in toucha sia, i know we havent been hanging out that much...but i will see you guys soon!

not to forget my family of course, my tita glen who is so generous, thanks for waking me up that day and teling me to seize the day! thanks also to my tita corz,justin and chantal and just for texting. tito brando sory i havent saved your number when you greeted me, but was glad you remembered, i missed hanging out with you, wish to see you soon! also thank you to my brother rex, who kinda forgot but made it through though, i missed you and am excited to see you next month. mimi, and che thanks for texting me also happy bday as i was still on deep sleep when you went out of the house. ninang lina thanks as well for texting, tita laarni...thank you. thank you as well to my cousin jay for having the time to call even it was a day after my birthday and you told me it's still august 12 in cali, it was great hearing from you...miss yah cuz, till next vodka gimmick hahaha!u know wat i mean...

thanks also to the pert....for calling me at 4:21 am on aug 12 and making sure that he will be the very first person to talk to me that day, and greet me straight from california, it was really a bad line, and your party line is kinda annoying but am so pleased that you did that thing, for the very first time in many months, i really felt that i was special.thanks pert!

this is really wat u get when it's your birthday, i know am old enough to celebrate it and have a grandeous party and get drunk and get wild in a way, but i chose to have it on my home, and be with my parents for dinner,it was simpler, and i felt i needed that time to be with them....

thanks so much guys, i know am such a pain in the ass sometimes, moodish, unpredictable, and sometimes hot-tempered even with the slightest things but this is just me, so thank you for being aptient, sometimes hahahah....

above all else thank you God fo giving me another year in unleashing the best person I can be.