it's my day

i would like to think that it is my day....i have not really felt really okay but i so far am doing good, am not that pressured at work anymore, i had fun last night with my cousins and bro and sisters,just conversing and having dinner, we looked back at the great ol days...and it was great feeling just kids like before, where life wer just simpler and that just chit chatting was a great hobby heheheh....
iam not so happy but am not feeling sad i can say that iam just in the middle...well everything is doin great so far, with work with my friends, with my sweety, with my family,with myself(hmm...am thinking...)
well i just wana say that i have proven that sadness, and emptiness is really a state of mind, if you feel sad u will definitely feel sad, and even people and occurences will make u feel sad but when u look at the brighter side then you won't be that sad...anymore,atleast not 100% sad because u still have that hope, and holding on.
i will definitely try to be positive in my whole being from now on....i cannot promise that such promise will hold true most of the day but i will try to improve my mood swings, my negativity and just try to be happy

i hope...and i will