Thank Ya All

My birthday is over...it was just an ordinary day...aside from i went on leave for 2 days and then its my off..im gonna have to report back to the office on wed morning!wat a treat! i get to be paid by being a bum for a few days here at home.No choice, payday wont be until tuesday....so aside from a simple dinner here at home with my parents and other siblings..i dont plan to go out and be sober hahaha!!!!

I just want to thank the people who wished me a happy birthday
the very first texter is Jhotan, my long time college bud who i seldom see...i promise to suprise you one of these days...okies? thank ya!
Also, i wanna thank my college friends Aida and Jhotan and Aye...despite the times...you have all been thoughtful hahah!Tanda ko na!
My former officemates Vicky,Shiela,Rosette,Rosey,Meryl, thanks as well for the suprise call that woke me up at past 6am hahaha...Lou thanks as well! Sharon Navera, Chris,Marla,Rhoda and also my new officemates at Convergys esp my team mates Cressy,Marc, Ian, Mico,O, Elmer, Cathy, Jek,TL Jojo, Ed,Raziel,July,and the whole team Gayem!

Also,thanks my relatives Tita Glen,Tito Brando for both texting and calling me yesterday..my siblings Rex,Jojo che and Mimi,my parents as well i know things are hardlately and i just promise to be the same Diane, Dee and Grace that you know...i will try my best to make you all proud.

Am still feeling empty,sad..but am willing to move on....just wanna know how...


Message for A


Thank you also to you, you know who you are...the times we spend together is a bit awkward the past few weeks, a lot of changes,a lot of crap,and sometimes, i wanna slap you and curse you and hate you all my life,but from my understanding, things don't get bitter or sweeter than this....i dont wanna hate you, but no point loving you as well....i wanna love you but i chose to be on the right track of the line....i wanna do this on the right way, and perhaps,stopping myself from hoping is a starter.
I had a good memories of US, us being fairly good friends, nothing more,nothing less...till next time...till you're sure and im ready to be me.
You know what i mean....

I do...care bout you...but this is just about it.
I just worry about myself not being that trusting anymore,not open to new beginnings,becoz i realized, i was holding onto something im not really sure worth fighting for.Guess not. For the nth time....goodbye to US.....

Currently, my heart and mind is feelin this........


Pain
leads to freedom
it's everybody's opinion not my own

Fame
crystal kingdom
it's everybody's mission not my own

not to young
not that old
neither bitter
neither cold
just an optimist
who's become a little cynical
under gloom
don't be afraid
love is stronger than it all
stronger than this soul divided

All these years I never really knew what love is
Till I found you... found you

This new faith where is the altar is my bed
where the church feels like a motel room
when gold turns to lead
Hello
do you believe
love is stronger than us all
stronger than two worlds colliding

I-you burn like fire from below sears the flesh feeds the soul's desire
I-you stronger than before rising through the dust like a phoenix

All these years I never really knew what love is
Till I found you... found you

I-you burn like fire from below sears the flesh feeds the soul's desire
I-you stronger than before rising through the dust like a phoenix


Song by Bamboo...wat an eye opener agen from one of a few people who just makes me smile.....
fyi...bamboo is my long time crush....
Heheheh....
Pardon agen the cheesy and sappy entry..just having one of those moments.I'll be okay peeps...i will try to.
again thank you all!Peace evryone!