Monday, August 7

Birthday jitters


Am turning a year older in 5 days...dunno, like any other birthday, this would be a quiet one....aside from the fact, that i'll still be a poor gurl (since payday won't be till the 15th...), have no one around...heheh, i mean, nah boyfriend..yah right...not with my good, and really TRUE friends.....sucks being such a poor girl and not being with the people you wish you could spend time with.

I just wanna be able to get out of where iam, meaning just being able to feel okay, and fine and alright that no matter things are not the way it is as i wish it could be....i just wanna have a day where i dont even have to worry about anything.

I wish am there with my bro, in the United kingdom, start a life, although I know, hard as it may be..at least it is something I can look forward to, and start all over i know. yah i know, things wont be always a smooth sailing one but atleast I know if I work hard, i knowI will earn enough to actually try to support and help my family.

ayh...life of a poor kid...

sucks being poor and it sucks being older and not being old enough to face it!

Happy birthday to me yeah...in wonderland!

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