proving myself

sometimes things just lets you down, and you think about have i done it right? can i survive all these things and ordeals...and you know you can't find the answers until you've gone through all those obstacles. well, it's just a thought, iam currently just on my 4th day tonight of training at my new job, and so far..i get really strucked with thee trainors, what the expectations are...really it's kinda hard but i know im fairly participating although i will not deny the fact that at times im having difficulty....
well, i know i just have to look at the brighter side, work hard and play hard and prove myself.