on the land of the out-doer and out-thinker and tryin to be one of them....hehehe

i felt like i was in a classroom full of strangers and my stomach just lurching with acid and wanna go out right away....you don't know what really to feel and even what to expect.ok, am talkin bout my first day of training at my new job at convergys. we are 17 people mostly newbies and some also have a call center experience, ranging from ages 19 to 30...good thing a former officemate also passed the job hunt and i atleast know someone from the people..so that leaves me being extra friendly to 16 more.
first day really on training be it on a job or merely new sets of classmates when you study is really a first impression thing, well it is not my thing to be noticed...i mean of course this is the time to show your best foot forward and make them impressed...but what i do is just really talk when you need to....am no KSP peeps..well a bit shy you might say...
most of my co-trainees are males..well it is pretty understandable, teckky people usually are males, who knows more about computers and troubleshooting..i am not sure am in the right track...but am sure excited and looking forward on embarking a new thing and of course learn from it.
am really strucked with a lot of thing in my new company..you get to feel the need to be really speaking in english, well it is a bonus, just to get to feel and communicate well...especially when you have the time on the floor...it will be a big plus on the agents part.
the place is wow, like it is really a big company that doesnt mind having a lot of costs on training, you have a free pen, a mug, a notebook, everything is well provided, i get to feel the importance and at the same time the company is grooming and expecting a lot from us which is okay....the first day of training made me look and feel what is in store for me and my 16 batchmates.
am glad that i chose to be where iam now...i mean i know at the back of my mind there is some feeling of what if's but for now, i try not to dwell on the negative side and just really focusing first what is needed to be done and just go on and move on and put my best foot forward and let them see what my whole package is.
really i don't feel that iam good at what am doing, but i believe i try my very best when given a task, not to impress someone but to make them see that iam a totally responsible for what is given to me.
to my friends who are reading this, and my former office friends...iam okay...iam happy where iam now (but of course i surely miss you), of course there are jitters which is pretty natural but i know i will survive this and if not..atleast i know i did and tried everything which is good.
for now..i know am on the right track...and i hope you join me as well..
am proud that like right now am being groomed to be an out-doer and out-thinker.

the power of one.....

my gawd..am such in cloud nine