geeeez am at work agen....like i wouldnt really like to anymore hahaha!!!!

hei peeps am back to my normal life again after that 5 day holiday...i wonder when will that repeat again...hehehe....so far work sucks, only got two sales the four hours i have been working it's like hell!!!
i was really thinking of not going to work again....like i could! hahah
maybe am feeling this way coz i really enjoy relaxing, vacationing, just staying out that i dont need to worry bout my quota, the pressure....and the...u know
last night, i mean the other night coz it is 2:14am already...i cried myself to sleep, at jho's place, good thing she was so busy talking to her significant other. i just suddenly felt so sad, maybe the effect of my watching the korean telenovela....which has a so much sad moments during the airing, i suddenly felt the pain again...and it brought back a lot of memories haunting me again....
i did not watch the tv then, so i end up listening to the radio on my phone....
and then it hit me..again.....
i again punished myself by listening to mushy songs....broken vow for instance rendered by josh groban...was so much sentimental that it left me crying and tormented afterwards...good thing the lights were out and i can hide my tears from jho....
again i got tired....
and slept
i wouldnt like the night to end...not because of the memories....the bad awful memories me and sweety shared....
i would not like it to end because.....
after waking up the following day....
i have to work..and start life as it was routinely done the past months....
back to reality gurl.....no more out of town trips, no more conversations with my best friend and bud, no more malling and internet hopping, no more food tripping and no more relaxing....
am off to a week at work....8 hours a day even weekends....
wake up d.....the worst is yet to come

geeeez is this life........??????