beginning tonight..hell..its this morning at work at 2am...am gonna be a verifier in our campaign...well am not really gonna ba the salesperson..or upfront agent but i will just have to ask the client that will be forwarded to me about his or her address, phone number and name and have to read one full page of script without battling an eyelash for him or her to also get 2 more pf the upsells...
im kinda nervous becoz it entails a lot of responsibility..u see it will really depend on us if we are closing the sale or not for the agents...and im quite nervous and afraid that if i have one sale cancelled might make someone sad or mad hahaha
well watever...this day has not been very tiring usually we were just having conference calls..and we just talk..bout stuffs and of course lovelife (wink.wink)
well i havent been blogging i know..because as you may have know, am really ranting most of the time..bout things and life...about my cousins and my uncle who does not know as of now what he really likes in his life...my bro who is having some personal problems my parents dont want to indulge to...my sis who is so inlove with someone we think is not ryt for her...
and me?my sweety..tends to slip away from my life once in a while either he is just busy with work or flirting (hehehehe) i know..ure a good boy now!
well..in a few days am a year older once again and it kinda tells me that im old hahaha..well..i know age is a number and have been thinking otherwise at the back of my mind that i could have done better with my life if i choose to take the risks in watever am gonna undertake.
well it is easier said than done
anyways....am not afraid of getting old..just afraid that really nothing is going on with my life....as much as i want to..am so afraid of a lot of things though...and i wish i could just change it in one click...but i just cant.
i know i have a lot of blessings in my life...to think that i have a regular job, i have my own money to spend to..i have a nice family (sometimes)..a nice boyfriend (always hehehe) , great friends...it's just sometimes..i cant just get enough!!!!
there are a lot of changes in me i know but sometimes i wish i could be tougher...braver and stronger...
tougher when times get rough
braver to confront things to my family, relatives and to sweety
stronger to be me....
so beginning today with a lot of changes...ill try to be as strong as i can be
braver as one of my age should be
and stronger me
i wish.....and i hope
i wish it is that easy
its 8 more days till my birthday
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