Iam such in a twilight zone...damn tired..damn scared and damn nowhere to be found..I mean am one time doing great and the next moment am cranky and all....
First part of the year led me to a lot of decisions..which I know for a fact just trying to point out my great future...is just around the corner..I should just be willing to take the risks....
My brother in UK thinks Ive got no future in my future job..and I know he just means well and he knows how much moolah I have in my bank account....hahaha....
Anyways....he has been constantly telling me to go to school again..improve myself and try other paths...this time the sure thing.
Call center has been my life for almost 5 years now...and yes it pays well but at the same time it shifted my simple life to a different level..Ive become a mall rat since I have the money to shop...drinking till I drop...certified lakuatsera..my sleeping habits ..been sleeping daytime for the past4 plus years...I can sleep for an hr and work the whole 8 hrs...I become a different person..boosted my confidence...help a whole lot in a lot of things...but at the end of the day it made me stucked on my bed most of the time rather than talk to my folks, spend time with family and friends, work at nightrather than spend friday nights with friends or partied at christmas, reunions and new years....and left me setting aside my course as being a PT.
My whole life people around me esp my family thought I'll be a doctor...I was such a nerd my entire life...was aconsistent honor student during primary school in high school, I was a consistent scholar...college was dead set to be a doctor as Iventured premed in FEU...but I changed my mind and shifted to PT...
Immedietely after graduation, I worked as a Sports Therapist for a basketball team and focused on my being a therapist for the next two years...ittdid not pay well so I ventured on the call center business...
Met a lot of friends..and eventually liked the works...
But now...I think I had enough...and my thinking went to long term..eventually I would shift back to my calling....
My brother gave me an offer I could not resist..am studying in London....but I can work at the same time...we're doing a lot of things and just completing some paper works and am all set to leave...
I know this is not so sudden...and this such a tough decision..when I go there...I know a lot of adjustments...I cannot do what am doing right now in there...6and yes am studying there and work to finance thyself...totally 360 degree turn of my life in here...
And am scared by the thought of it...I have decided though difficult...
Iam leaving....
soon...
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