Ive made up my mind dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont need to look no further
this aint lust i know this is love
but if i tell the world
i'll never say enough
cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
i build myself up
and fly around in circles
waiting as my heart drops
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it
or should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavemeeven if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
Yesterday did puzzled me big time!
I know its over but the moment the mum uttered sorry and give him a chance..I was just devastated and felt sorry more...
Nah..was not gonna get back with Perty...no reconciliations were made..and I didn't cry in front of him the moment they fetch me...
I was in the brink of asking why now...why when am ready to embrace his being together with someone the thing of the present.
He tried so hard to get my attention...I did not spoke a word on him...I was at their place to tell the mum that it's over....
It's over..period.
I gave up not because he lied to me gazillion time
I gave up on us because...I think it's about time I be fair to myself...
But its sucks big time saying sorry and feeling sorry at the same time you can't do anything about the damage after all....
Sorry Mum..your big boy hurt me so bad that it hurts everytime I think about how dumb he lied to me....
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