Question?

I went home late today...and then he called me up and ask me one question right now am not sure what to answer.

Am I gonna love somebody again?

I paused and sigh....and then I said...hmmmm am not sure....

I am in the verge of quitting,,,and expecting the worse...I had some share of lousy guys and I think I had enough. I cannot think of enough reason to hope, am expecting actually that relationship is just a cycle...everytime I give in...they give up. Hahah...Pity party bouts again.

Iam sorry if I feel so sorry about myself but this is my site, my blog just do allow me to vent out. Iam actually having these empty spaces again....I was trying to answer a call a whileago when I stopped and thought about my life..how sad my life is...hayyy..my team mate actually laughed at me, I wanted to cry but too embarassed to do so.

I was trying my outmost best to carry on my team leader's instruction for work...my being is there but my brain cannot contain the things I need to remember.

Iam not worried about how zero my love life is.Thing is < Iam giving a lot of myself but I end up being bruised and hurt. Yea,am hurt, yea am bitter, yea am a loser. And these are the things I feel so unfair about.

Iam tired of being alone...

Am tired of getting hurt as well whenever I fall.

Is there really somebody for everyone?

Why do some people end up alone ?

Why do they leave me hanging on?

Why do they come into my life and leave?

Iam tired of these questions....