SwEeT DrEaMs ArE MaDe Of ThEse

United Kingdom....here I come!!!!!
Excuse me...just dreaming hehehehhe




Well I have been thinking a lot these past few days that I don't have to whine and complain a lot, I know I subconsiously do still, but what is essential is, atleast I dont go drifting to the misery of not even trying to learn from these torments that lately Iam having.
I know I have a lot of adjusting still to do, around my so new cworkplace, it's waaaaaaaaaay far too different from the job I was into...I also miss the friends that I have before, I don't get to talk and pig out after shift, with my office friends, or text people from my workplace bcoz it's so hard to get the nos, in between work...and breaks...
Iam already here..I mean I have made the choice and I know these are the risks I have to really take. It's just sometimes it gets lonely and boring and you wish you are not in the place you are now...I sorta feel that way, I know I still have a lot to thank for, and that its so selfish on my part to be able not to even be thankful about things and all..I know a lot of people will want to ahve the life Iam now.
I know my life is not perfect but its good and comfortable...most of the time it is!
It's just sometimes I wish it's better...and I wish I could get the things that I wanted and that I know am really workin hard on it...
Well until I get to that bloody place and be with my bloody brotha and sistah in Manchester...
and even try to find Mistah right in that place....
Hmmmm...

am I making sense>>>
I know am awfully bloody tryin to make sense...
and soundin English hahahah
Crazy me...



But am so happy happy today...I know I sorta did not do well at work today..I solve some issues and did booboos at some.....but I wanted to have a breather and tried to spend time with my old friends at my former place...
Thanks Sheila and Vicky for spending time with me and trying to make up for lost times and just pig out and be merry...you indeed put a smile on my face today...love yah and miss yah.....

muah muah muah...till next jollibee lunch time hehehehe

indeed I wanna sleep now and dream bout just the positive...

wahheheheh