hey jay!

This is me and Jay in two of the just 4 rides we had at Enchanted Kingdom last Friday. I with Vicky, Shiela and Arpo and of course my cuz from California..Jay.I definitely enjoyed the rides most especially the Anchor's Away although it was kinda...nah, it was really scary we sat on the edge and it all made us scream and really rattle afterwards.

It was planned that maybe 8 or 10 of us will be there together with my office friends...but something came up with them but, we kinda enjoyed the stay there the whole friday despite the long lines and poor service....

Jay kinda made me smile the times am so tired and weary of things that made me so pissed and so not really believe at people, at my feelings and most especially with love. Actually, he travelled a thousand miles to just be with his love, or so he thought, lately, Iam having doubts with their relationship most especially with the girl....it was one brave move he made, travelling alone for the first time from Cali to Manila, spending a lot and making sure he spoils the girl so great, I actually misunderstood every move he makes, but as they say, it is love....but I don't want him to get hurt in the long run...I just want him to get to know her more so...and not to give his whole heart, cuz, you should be on the 50's side, I told you....it is way safeeeeer.....

I am so mad at him for spoliling her and just doing things without even thinking....not thinking bout himself in a way but pleasing the girlfriend more

He is off to Cali tomorrow and I haven't spoken to him since last night...

Just want you to know, it has been great spending the 19 days with you, I kinda know you more,I kinda know that you're such a cheesy person, but you would be needing a lot of learning just yet. As Paulo Coelho says on his book...you don't teach a person what he should know, he just learns it himself...but if it takes you to get hurt to learn things....then let it be.But I wish you won't get hurt that bad again

I know we play to win but...I feel you are losing coz you are so much blinded but what you call "love".

I may have the good advice, but I will be always listening, I know, I cheer you up, and though am just your cousin...I can be your friend as well...or even the older sis that you never had.But just want you to know that you also cheer me up.

Von Voyage, I hope the next time you come back, you will be more wiser, and stronger and a thinker.

Think bout it Jay.....

i actually wrote this the day after my cuz jay flew back to california, the times i dunno if he is dead serious with the gurl he was dating here in manila, makes me wonder if long distance relationship actually works.
actually, they are not together anymore, ironically a few days after arriving at cali, he call it quits since he saw something...
just wanna ask why would people say they like the person or love if they don't actually mean it.
just askin peeps...am just confused of people and feelings...and myself as well...