DEAR LIE

Dear lie

You sU@!

You said you could fix anything

Instead I'm fu@@@

You made things even worse for me

If I had ba!!@@ I'd tell you get away from me

Guess I'm not smart

I let you unnerve me

I let you control me

Afraid the truth would hurt me

When it's you that hurts me more

Get outta my mouth

Get outta my head

Get outta my mind

Stop puttin' words in my head

Get outta my mouth

You're nothing but trouble

Get outta my life

Get out of me

Out of me out of me

Out of me

Out of me

Lie lie lie lie

Dear lie

You’re dumb

You think you've got the best of me

You think you won

Misread my vulnerability

I've got your walls

Now get the hell away from me I've learned your art

Won't let you unnerve me

Won't let you control me

The truth will only free me

And your lies won't hurt no

No more

Lie lie

I've got

Your walls

Now get the hell away from me

I learned your art

Won't let you unnerve me

Won't let you control me

The truth will only free me

And your lies won't hurt no

No more

Lie lie

Dear lie Lie lie lie lie

Lie lie

Dear lie

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Just incase you're still hopping on my blog, i just wanna say that iam truly OK, and smiling, well not all the time I know but you see, I am waaaaaaaaaay better than before and that you don't have to pretend that you are truly sorry that you have caused me pain, cause it has all been done and I have forgiven you, in the truest definition of the word, but to forget all those things, I cannot.

Because if you are gonna ask me to forget these things, and still be friends with you, what about the pride that I have? and what about the lessons I should have learned from all those things???

Just wanna be able to be free from those nightmares....not that am sayin that what we had was a total nightmare, you made me happy, you did most of the time, but you hurt me real bad to be able to forget all those.

Just don't ever lie to her, not the way you lied to me...You have no idea how hurt Iam till now..I hope nobody falls victim again with your lies, stop doing that, I mean don't you ever make a woman feel so loved yet you don't even really mean it.

Grow up, it is about time.

Meanwhile, am working on my being happy and smiling is a nice start.

Yeah, am smiling, better now. Am looking forward to more smiles ahead.