Currently playing on my mind is.....This song

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.




This song keeps on playing over the radio, and then I saw the MTV just last week, it was amazing how one person could compose this song...I just wonder will this kind of love pass me by?
I even generated the thought if he thought (yep my ex again!) that indeed I was beautiful...heheh, nah am not sayin the beautiful face coz I no, am not...heheh if indeed my soul was beautiful and that I gave him the beautiful days of his life during the time we were together.
Now, why am I this sappy agin...heheh honestly, am not, really am not. It has been days that I have been noticing that I dont get crappy and all with these sad love songs and so cheesy love stories on cable...the fact that I dont get carried away with these cheesy things makes me wonder, maybe am really, really over him!
Yeah I know, it is about time, it has been, say..ok....I lost count but...okay we have been over for 8 months now, and after reading Greg Behrendt's book, He's Just Not Into You, I have come to realize that the questions were right into my face and that I should have known better....he never loved me the way I deserved to be....

Yeah, am not beautiful just, oh well OK just pretty!
hahah! Kidding you guys!What the heck this is my blog!Heheheheh


Well, I highly recommend the book to all singles out there and still hurtin from the past break up, as well as those inlove yet having those certain doubts.... about men and their so called excuses...hahah
It kinda made me think that we all need to be hurt and at times really be in so much pain to learn life's lesson...yet we should be able to get up from those diversities.
Am kinda moving forward now, and am not afraid bout being single, well I have never been really, but when I think about the what if's of venturing in another relationship or even just dating,it just gets me sometimes...really so much fears around me, doubts about men and their intentions, I don't get to trust them lately,..but the book kinda help me in a way...I needed to be reminded that all along I should have thought about my happiness, no matter what. And that when we get hurt, it does'nt mean that we should be broken, like dah....heheh, what I mean is life is complicates, and so is love, we get hurt, but I wouldn't ever allow my heart to be broken. yeah it has been bruised I guessed, but maybe it's about time that it's all healed and clear now.
I just thank God for making me this tough...and for giving my life's lessons the hard way but coming out victorious in the end....

I can smile better now, I really do.

I can hear Greg saying...Don't Waste The Pretty!