the trouble with love....

Maybe you think again am ranting, I just had this one observance with a person or person who usually falls inlove, be it with the right or wrong person....am I speaking from experience? Maybe Iam....

I usually feel that when a person is inlove....they just can't stop being so sentimental, from incoroprating a song to their love life, from relating to a particular romantic movie, as well as the movie lines....so usally what they say or what they write on each other's card or love letter, or even some of the text messages..are movie-based, or even book based..hahah....well am guilty, am such a music buff that when am ranting, or raving bout my lovelife...I end up writting some of the songs lyrics...or even sending an mtv video of one paricular love song.music has a funny way of defining what you exactly feel, expressing things we can't say or don't know how....so yeah...am guilty of this thing. A lot of times!

Also...when you are inlove, you don't want the time to move, there are moments that you just talk and laugh and do whatever, and you wish there is no tomorrow, or that the day won' t end..you spend the whole day together and afterwards, you still talk to him on the phone, like you never even conversed the day you were together. And now I wonder, why couples do this...and don't they get tired? Hhahaha..am not bitter, I was like this to my ex's, and they were also...

Sometimes, when you are inlove, you end up just getting concentrated to this one person, and that you sometimes neglect people who value you and your existence, you dont realize that they are there until you something gets wrong with the relationship, and then you cry at them, cry at your friends....I am not guilty of this behavior. Because of all the relationships I have had, I never did neglect both sides, I felt that there is a time for everything, that you can just do something about it....I dunno...maybe Iam wrong maybe I will ask my friends one of these days...Heheh...

Ain't in true...when you are inlove, you sometimes feel that He/she is the one and that no matter what faults he/she did, you are just so forgiving, and when you can't bear it anymore, you hate so much that sometimes you could just curse him/her. You say the sweetest things, do so much that life has to offer but when something goes wrong along the way, you would not even want to see him/her eye to eye? You become the bestes of friends, and you may even be the bestest of enemies.You miss him so much when you love him but when you are not so much inlove, you just wish he is not around...

Human nature sometimes puzzles me..and maybe the experience of getting heartbroken is kinda making me hard as a rock, making me numb and so much questioning more kinda make me feel and ask if love does realy exist till forever. That there is no such thing..that love is not forever, or maybe am just mad at the idea of falling inlove or whatever...

The trouble with love,it's making me fall...and the thought that I gave everything to prove that I have loved enough...and when I realize that being inlove with the person is such a mistaken fact, makes me crazy, makes me think that...is there a right guy for me...if there is, where is he?

The trouble with love....it is makin me nuts!