lately am such a moodish indie around especially at home where i kinda hide the real me lately, not because of plainly being secretive but, i just dont want them to think that iam in a stage where i wish i could just dissapear and never have to feel the pain inside.
i saw this pic in my flickr...and this time was taken not really long ago, (i guess around january or february) i remember that day, me and sweety are off, but i was coming to realization and accepting the fact that life should go on (or so i thought) and that i should be happy and all....
life is pretty unpredictable i know, (i now know) ....i dont know really what to feel....maybe am still lost all of a sudden from things too hard to believe after someone made you believe that love is wondewrful and so true and so wow!
iam still smiling but..the smile is full of questions, why me, why does this have to happen with me,why does he came in to my life just to hurt me...
why after almost 6 months...am not yet over, really over that darn guy????
i dont know why....
but i wish i could smile this way again...
i miss the same old me...
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