i just realized that i can really forgive after all.....


i availed of the globe promo unlimited call and text and it really gets me excited...i reviewed my sim and look for people in my phone book and try to text them or call them....
i particularly tetxed one of my close friends back in college, well in a way i kinda hesitated at first because in all honesty she did something to me that kinda hurt me...i felt so much betrayed, she lied to me, i find it so mababaw for her to tell me things, and not even confronting me. but i texted her first, and she called me up, maybe she kinda hinted that i am not really mad at her now.
i dunno, maybe iam really not, i called her back coz she called me first, well just taking advantage of the promo...
maybe it is a sign that i should forget...and maybe forgive, i know she has done me wrong and she never heard a thing from me, after what she did to me....or maybe she really doesnt care bcoz her life was really different then...and maybe she is happy after getting married she doesnt need friends like me anymore.
I just found out that, after she got married, a lot of problems toppled her domestic life. she kinda cried at me, told evrything that had happened to her after almost 2 years of not talking to each other...I was sad....really, this girl was my close friend, and I still consider her as a friend but things changed...iam not sure what she is to me.
But I told her to accept things as they are, to be brave enough especially for her almost 2 year old daughter. Things really happen for a reason I told her, it maybe not what we want, but it will teach us more and learn from it.
Sometimes I wish I wasnt that solid hearted friend especially those times she need one friend...but anyway, I assured her that Iam still around....I will try to be a friend to her again...maybe not that open, not that close as before....for whatever it's worth I will try to be a friend that I can be...I promised to call her back again and catch up with a lot of things between us
and that made me realize.....i can forgive....especially a friend, but definitely this time....i will be careful not to expect a lot from it