i cried over karma

yesterday i couldnt sleep after work, i thought about him again a dozen of times just when i was trying real hard to get some sleep. i was txting to my old friend mervin, we kinda bonded for weeks now and he has been txting me for a while, i rmembered when i had my trip in our province weeks ago, he texted me something that kinda lift up my spitits on those trying times....the 6 hr trip wasnt that hard , i did cry but his txts kinda made me smile and telling my head and heart that really, there is a life out there for me after sweety.(that i hope)
I was texting and listening to the radio and i came over alicia keys' song karma..and i was trying to be mad at sweety for all the miseries iam having and i was wishing that he feels what i feel, be more miserable than iam now, and i wish he'll have one hell of a karma!!!

Weren't you the one that said, that you don't want me anymore.
And how you need your space, and give the keys back to your door.
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me.
But still you said that love was gone, and that I had to leave.
Now you, talkin bout a family
Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me What you say to me
Don't play with me Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me Don't play with me Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Gotta stop tryin, to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby. And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around,
What goes up, must comes down,
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me



it kinda felt evrything i feel bout him but at the end of the song... i realize, i dont wish him that bad....i justwish that he will be brave enough to make me understand watever happened to the two of us.....