happy birthday

i celebrated my birthday yesterday, i havent had the chance to blog because i was in a hurry to go home.
my birthday went fine, but i still went to work, at 2am.2 hrs after i turned a year older...anyways prior to my birthday, aug 11, i recieved a card from my friend madcatz fr. aust and was glad with the message of the card more than the pic of the hunk actor troy montero (who was my big crush before, but not now) which was attached with the card along with a cd which i still havent played on my cd player...so i was kinda happy that someone remembers unlike last year.
yesterday...a lot of my officemates knew that it was my birthday..but me, i dunno its just another day, i get old and nothing really extravagant heheh..but was touched that evryone is greeting me and even some of my close friends in the office made this personalized card and it kinda made me special...(well.atleast on my bday)
my bf called me the day before my birthday and was glad that he wanted to be the first one to greet me, and even sang the happy birthday song the tagalog version, was the quickest call i got but was so happy he did that..i love u sweety you are the most precious gift i recievd and am glad you arein my life.
well my cellphone kept on beeping for messages from my friends....old friends, high school friends, college friends, my brother on ksa, as well as my sis in law...and my aunts, uncle,and everyone who knows me...my mom forgot to greet me while i was home and yet she greeted me the morning (arnd 8am) and i was also touched
i was not really planning to celebrate it, for the most part yesyterday i was just asleep..well they dont have the habit to cook something for meon my bday well..bcoz..i made them feel that it is ok..and i dont mind..well atleast for now...
well iam a year older and again am starting to believe that i have to do something for myself and bcoz iam not getting any younger, not that iam old..its just i feel i have to do something and now!
i wanted to just do things on my own..like try to work abroad and practice my being a pt...i just dont know how to start...
iam not sure if iam ready to be a wife, a mom...or a career woman on my next year...but am just thankful that i made it through this day...
iam just trying to ponder on things and my decisions...
i know wat iam now is because of the decisions and choices i made...
i know my bday ysday was such a bore....
but...iam happy...
tryin....