Officially Missing YOU

My weekend wasn't nice compared to last week, I was just home and just watchin tv, eating hehehe( I love the chicharon my mom bought ysday afternoon!!! ) Well....wat else I was most of the time watchin Tv, VCD, and just reading I unfailed to hook in the net since I dunno was too lazy to log in Hehehehe...
I will definitely miss my two cuz...Justin and Chantal...they went to the province last saturday since it's school time once again...I will definitely visit them one of these days. As my close friends know, I have sacrificed my one year to take care of them, I mean I did not work for a year just to make sure that they are well taken care of as their mother left...and my uncle is workin abroad....so I have to really take most of my time with them considering chants was only 3 then and just is just 7....I have no regrets watsoever when I chose to take a back ride on my career...(did I ever had???just askin myself,wink wink) But those one straight year was not a happy one for most of the time, I have to deal with chants' asthma attack and tantrums...it was real hard I could just imagine being a mother. Justin was havin eating problems, he refused to stop eating the minute he starts munching. But I have to admit these two kids made me realize that life is still life...I know how tormented they were with what happened to their family but I just have to look at their smiles and hear how they laugh and then life is still good after all. Everytime I don't feel good about myself Chants will just have to hug me and kiss me and then everything is just fine...I will definitely miss them..I will miss the noise they make or everytime chants asks for a pasalubong.....or whenever justin gives me a massage hehehe...I will miss the time we watch a movie and eat out and go malling...we all are mall rats....heheh But yeah I'll miss them
Anyways........
Last friday went to see Harry Potter with my two friends from the office Shiela and Vicky,the lines were long when we're getting tickets....but the movie was soo good so it's worth it.When I came out of the cinema and it was time to go home, it was raining sooo hard that I don't know if I will have to take a cab or go walking long and wait for an fx ride in ayala...I chose to the long route, anyways I have my jacket and umbrella,so I'm safe.But really, I was kinda nervous since its past 11pm and I was not so sure where Iam walking hehehe...on my way to that route, I passed by a bar and heard this song and I can't help thing about my old friends, my one particular friend and my oficial kada whenever I watch a movie is Karen who is in San Diego Calif right now...We met in my first job in Paranaque and how small the world is...we went to the same school in college she just graduated earlier than Iam...But we really had A great time together, we watch movies everytime we want to, we eat out and I remember eating out to this pizza parlor in Alabang Town Center (I forgot which pizza parlor) and we really did had a yummy dinner but I think we went overfed, I kinda vomited heheheh eikks! Well Karen is one of the few friends I have who doesn't have to talk to be funny..whenever we are in the mall and we make fun of something (or someone..heheh) our eyes will meet and I know wats goin on her mind and it's the same thing with her....well in these days that Iam sad and ranting.....I just really miss her and I wish he could be near here so that we can just laugh until our stomach aches hehehehe

And yes, I also miss my bf...I wish he was here just to hear my qualms and watever....
And I just have to sing this......of course with feelings.......


All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go

‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away

And today I’m officially missin’ you


I thought that from this heartache, I could escape

But I’ve fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today I’m officially missing you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially...


All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at

all


Well, I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say

that I-I’m officially missin’ you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially


Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby

But I see there’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way to let go of you



Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I’m officially...



It’s official

Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes

All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah

And I-I’m officially missin’ you



I wanna sing my heart's out...
Not to mention the following day was our 7th month together....
I wish you were here.....
Watta mushy monday....still ranting here.........