I wish the day would end now..I just wanna go to my room and rest, I have been feelin a pain in my upper back...maybe because again Iam havin problem with sleeping the past few days, like i told you Iam ranting for over a week and not to mention I dunno wats wrong.
Yesterday as I was of course alone going home and I was just sitting in the bus while a bit pissed from the traffic, and then the tears just started spurting....maybe Iam just so tired of my life...tired of keeping everything in my life...tired of just being alone for most of the time...
I dunno wats wrong with me, all I know is that i dont wanna be lonely...I just dont know how to cheer up.Maybe what will realy help me is myself no matter what my friends say or what they advice me I know that I will be the one to decide for myself..I know bein sad is just a state of mind...I just dont know when will I feel better.
Even my bf is a bit worried of me, I havent replied to any of his txt, I dunno I wanna be left alone but when iam alone, i do cry a lot. When they ask me how im goin I can only spurt a tear...
Im not crazy just a little unwell so the song goes......
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