Good mornin!!!!

It's Thursday morning half past ten and I was sleepy most of the time I was workin (actually, not really workin) we still have 2 more days on training before we start calling for this american campaign.

All in all, I think Iam tryin to get used with this shift and whole set up, my head is not that aching anymore...and Iam not that bitter anymore (sorta) with my sked...am just a bit nervous to deal with americans...they are pretty hard on telemarketers unlike aussies who are a bit open minded and nice...(not all, but mostly)

Well, I actually hit 100 pesos at work heheh we had this some kind of lottery led by our boss tommy a.k.a. as papasang hehehe..well I kinda figured 2 names who will make a sale on a specific time or moment and I also guessed what number he wants me to know...so I kinda hit a jackpot...100 is still 100 heheheheh

Iam not going home early today...tonight and tomorrow night I don't have to go to work because it's my day off...but later this evening might go to streetlife, it's a bar here also in makati...with my friends shiela and vicky...we just want to unwind and enjoy before we get on the job this monday and of course, it was payday two days ago...

I kinda feel that, Iam alone lately, well except when Iam at work, I don't really mind the emptiness, but when I get home it's so routinary and I could'nt talke to them, my dad and mom just there but really not conversing with me..as well as my two sis, we really dont get along but I dont hate them...it's just we dont talk....

Maybe it is really me, my mood swings, my hormones, my behavior my being so sentimental and boring dispositon...I always let my family feel that iam strong and independent..but lately I feel that i need them and that it's kinda unfair that I have to be tormented this way..I dont blame them or anyone...I actually blame myself for being dishonest most of the times about how I actually feel...I always say its OK even when it's not..then I'll cry when no one is looking, be hurt and just keep quiet and never hold grudge againts anyone...Iam not a saint I just don't wanna be mad..that's it...

I just miss my bf...I was trying to call him...but he is so busy that I just heard his voice mailbox..I just wanted to say Hi...and tell him that I miss him

Well I gotta go then...I need some nice sleep for this evening...

Well,am starting to yawn, might leave in a while..keep u posted...
Goodmorning...sleeping in a while (yawns)