Friday, May 21

coffee break...

i don't understand..why do we have coffee break when infact am not really a coffee drinker hehehe...well i do drink sometimes,esp when im cold and want to just warm thingy on my stomach heheheh...how do u call your break when u dont want to drink coffee in the afternoons? hehehe(so many issues) hehehe.
well im just ranting i guess about a lot of things and perhaps u have noticed that im not in my best mood this week..and the week before and before that week and so on and so forth..hell wat a life i have!
i had 2 weddings of my friends this may one my grade skul frend and the other my high school classmate and close friend...both i did not attend to..i dunno maybe i just hate weddings..or maybe im just envious that they did get married at last and their boyfriends or their other half now, proved that they can stand up for them...but me? am still single and soooooooooo bored.....
i had a proposal from my bf last december,it was not a big thing but he sound serious (or so i thought) and i did accept his wedding proposal...but up to now, i dont have a hunch if he meant it...we havent been talking so much lately...ok granting he is sooo busy with skul and work and his new condo in cali....but at least he has to make time for me....iam afraid we are strangers agen sometimes...
if only he can hear my complains but sometimes...i just nod and say ok....i dont want him to think that iam asking so much of his time...
well i dont wanna talk about it anymore coz when he calls me again and says sorry, i dont complain anymore...
hell yeah...
have to get myself some coffee and have a break...i guess it sure will be a great idea to have some coffee on a friday rainy afternoon....
have to wake myself up too and get some work in a few minutes

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