On the Other Side of the World

Just when I thought am doing okay again it hit me....that sometimes you're not yet too over with one person you thought you're done with.
Am done stalking (heheh) well, am everyday online and once in a while I sneak on his page and wait for a new pic just to get updates and see how he's doin, and to find out if they are still much together.
I remembered how he every hour emails me, how he text me sweet nothings, well those text now are nothing but lies ehehe..bitter!
A while ago, I was finding it hard to comprehend how I remained cool with one of my ex's. We still ym, although we don't text na coz I think I erased his number, anyways I was just recalling how come me and pert can't be like that...as much as I try perhaps the pain just won't let us be friends that way.
I tried but he denied my friend request on friendster....
I am sure that he is happy, I am too but I know I need to feel complete but not in the sense that we need to be together. I guess when you did not have that disclosure you wont have that thing in you head and heart. I am not saying that we need to sit down and talk, but I guess there are times that you cannot just have it all and I just feel sorry that we parted that way.
Perhaps I did love him so much that being just a friend won't help anyway, so I chose to be a stranger stalker eheheh..
Come on, I know this is so hard to explain...sometimes you get nostalgic and sappy at the same time, am not trying to remember but my mind remembers as much as I don't want to carry on those bitter memories...hayy, why cant I really let it go..

AND THIS SONG>>>>again makes me remember the bitter truth...he's on the other side of the world...moving on...why can't I??