DOWNTIME

I thought was not gonna cry that hard as I did last night....
Heheh, it's not about him I swear...
It's about me being lost...freaking lost and insecured....
I just realized how far they have all gone and went to their goals...and me...because am such a chicken, I wasted my time thinking Iam OK...I was until finally it hit me....
It's about time I do my moves and I don't freaking care how hard until I get there....

I hope I will be tougher and be positive about these things,Iam smiling and all but deep inside am so lost and lame.....
Hayyy..... Again one of those days....DOWNTIMES