Forgiveness is an Understatement

I refuse to talk and listen at the same time coz no amount of reason could justify what you did to me. I know I should forgive na, but I cannot feel the sincerity....a while ago I recieved a text msg from you saying you planned a dinner for the two of us in our fave place...
No longer is it my fave place...because that place just gives me bad memories...this is the same place you talked to me more than a year ago and the very same place you told me bluntly..you're not in love anymore with me, and that she is the one na.
Now after a year, you told me..you were sorry and that you were wrong....
How dare you change your mind and heart...
You would'nt stop till i forget things and forgive you...
In the season of forgiveness,,,,I know I may have the heart of stone...but am not ready...to forget most likely to forgive...
It's hard but this is the only way I know to let you realize that I can finally give up on you...