Can't imagine that another year will soon pass in 5 days....so far it's really not whati expect it to be, but compared to alst year, i guess this is a lot better. Well except for the emotional turmoil...haha..maybe am overeacting...i know the break up is just fresh, but (nah am not gonna whine bout him agin...am just stating some example) i dunno lately he still ym's me...i guess he is the one numerous times calling me....but when i found out that his current is the one he promised forever with (he did to me as well)....i actually don't know how to feel....sometimes i think am ok, sometimes i feel that....he is just a fake, and that i wish that they wont be happy...but i guess it is unfair of me.
You can't blame me...Im just hurt and that a lot of times...I did my best and yet i still got ditched...
when it comes to love, sometimes I don't know what to do anymore...what to expect what to show really...
Am dating someone right now...but I guess it's unfair that I pretend that I like him when I don't. don't get me wrong....I like him but only a certain level...like a friendship level...but still I dunno.
Why am I feeling this way???
Perhaps because in a few days....another high school friend will walk down the aisle...and has again found forever....
Question is...when is it my turn...will he will be the one???
Hahaha...Mushy entry.....
nah...I just feel alone...
and unwanted
bleh
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