well, these days, am just wondrin how things have changed all of a sudden...and sometimes how nervous iam that people especially my family will find out...hahah i guess my bro knows..or will soon know coz he usually visits this site.
i know am way different and ive swallowed everything i mean everything on my beliefs.
no, i havent made any drastic changes or routed to the left lane while am trying to walk straight...i just bounced back and try it again...and hope it will work this time.
iam definitely happy now, happier if you may call it, i know there are a lot of things yet unfolding in a few days and months till we meet, but at this very moment, iam just smiling and feeling this crazy feeling, like hoping and just waiting and then tadaaaaaaa.....there he goes.
i feel it in my heart, i feel it deep within, he definitely moves me evry day...yah i know we are miles apart, and really miles apart since he is in cali and am here in manila...yah i know, long distance relationship did not work for me the first time...but...iam not expecting that much this time on him...but hey..am keeping fingers crossed
it's just am finding it real hard to believe how he amaze me everyday...and then how i get to know him a little better everyday....am not gonna compare how he treats me unlike my ex's...but he definitely...just makes me ...hehe kilig....
ayh naku i just hope he is not reading this...i just recieved a txt msg fr him and so worried that i was having this bout again with headache....cant txt him back i have ran out of load....
ayh naku...i do miss him, its been just a day since we last chat he is working in san diego right now and fr where he is now, he could not use any internet so he just call or text me...which is wonderful....
ayh i just have to say this...i hate it when iam cheesy and all but am just so glad to be able to feel this way at the same time.....
ay tama na nga ang korni!!!!!
pero oks lng
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