Tuesday, August 22

After a Videoke Paranoia......this defines my achy breaky heart

Yes,it was finally over,i can tell that to myself,after all the drama,the open ended goodbyes and infidelity (on his side, not mine people!) i have finally bid farewell to my KAHIBANGAN.....not that i was HOPING AGAINTS HOPE
Maybe when you are inlove,you cannot help but be a fool sometimes...
I was endlessly crying on the inside,fact of the matter is i even wander why i have to have the ordeal of being in pain after all these years....i tried to talk to him,tried so many times toask him, but it did not get anywhere...


am sad...that i went out with my office friends last saturday and had 3 bottles of beers to try to forget things and keep me numb for a while and at the same time figure lout what to do...and just setme free from these intial fears and demons...

wateva....got drunk and sang a few songs.one of my fave is the coldplay's the scientist which strucked my achy breaky heart

ayh...grabe....am clueless wat to do after...such a shame being such a jerk because of another jerk!!!!




Come up to meet you, Tell you I'm sorry, You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let's go back to the start

Runnin' in circles, [sounds like] Comin' our tails, Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin', At numbers and figures, Pullin' the puzzles apart

Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start

Runnin' in circles, [sounds like] Chasin' our tails, Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm goin' back to the start





Guess wat...iam so into bamboo today
i love his song War of the Hearts and Minds from the first album

War of hearts and minds
Who will pay the price?
Does anybody care?
It's not make believe
You've seen it on your TV screen
I'm glad you're not here

Chorus:
Take my wife please
If you think it's funny
Cut my heart out for a souvenir
Take my life please
If you think it's worth it
I'm glad you're not here
I'm glad you're not here

War of hearts and minds
Seven days later,
I still can't find
Truth and peace
How will i find my way
They say love, love without fear
Is said to be the key
But just look around
No answer to be found

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