iF things dont really work out the way it should be,then why am i still feeling so sad about it, i know things happen fora reason, reason that i dont know if its good or the bad or for the better.W e live in order to be challenged, challenged so that we may learn, learning from it, just makes us all better and stronger i guess. I know i dont have to brag about something that really is not meant to be...i just wanna be able to find the answers to my life's queries, life's struggles, ayh, here iam again, whining,complaining and yet things are okay..i guess.
Nah,am in denial again...life is pretty chaotic for me nowadays, its just that i tend to just keep quiet and surf the net than think of solutions actually, am actually subconsciously running away from life's ordeal...nah..make that trying to find humor and laugh about it that sitting around and doing something to make it better..than maturely deal with it. Question is big HOW????
Mah Weekend
Mah weekend was full of food,was such a pig..i was just as home as usual...nah did not sleptwell as usual, spend my off either, surfing, uploading pix, trying mah damn best to update my frendstah...chatting wid my cuz jay hu is in lA, and guess wat...chatting wid mah old frend frm aust hu shocked the hell out of me...by asking if its okay to make his move,and tell me that he is interested to be my bf after tellin him im single since march...ayh...i was so shock,i dunno if there is a little flattery...i was not so expectin that he will make that move, i told him to think about it....he says gazillion times..he misses me and that maybe the not so good relationships we had fr diff people are proof that we were meant for each other. I just don't know.....
I vowed myself not to get involve with someone so far away and the next time I fall inlove it would be with someone near,someone true and someone around whenever i need a hand and a hug...hmmm...mushy me! Not that iam tellin that he does not have a chance, all am askin is that maybe its better that you think about it frendstah (wat i call him)...we have a very good frendship,uncomparable,dont wanna gamble and loose that by taking chances and crossing the bridge.
Meanwhile.....i will still be your textmate,your phonepal everytime you are damn bored in the train hahaha!!! Meanwhile,let's take it slow...i mean....i know its hard to recuperate but for the meantime...sort our minds....and yeah,sort your heart?OKay????
di kita binabasted...all iam sayin is.....THINK!!!!!!
kase yun ang di naten masyado gnagawa nung niloloko tayo....hnde sa sinsabi ko n linonloko mo ko...mabuti na yung sigurado...masakit pag nageexpect tpos,hnde naman pala love...hahaha
Love you......fwenstah....
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