After the Rain..I wish there will be a Blue Sky Shining TOmorrow

Mushy???Maybe bcoz of the rain but yeah,Iam actually in denial the past week, either am laughing and all but life is such complicated for me the past few days..am so bursting with pain and crying on the inside













I have been so sad lately, more so tense and stressed out, most of the times, i cry for super babaw things and end up not doing too well at workdue to just bein plainly sad and cry baby.i want to quit but on second thought i don't realizing that i have done so much to be where iam now and quitting is such a thing that losers do...
excuse me, i know im such a not a winner i know, but i came out of my senses...and an aye opener it is for me...thingsjust don't happen with a breeze, sometimes it takes things like what amgoing through right now to really make me stronger, and a real fighter.
iam still not okay. i still have a lot in my mind, and sometimes quitting seems to be my defense mechanism to just forget fora while...and then itwill hit me...denying the fact that you are sad, and lonely and only human willdefinitely notdo you good.
and then i heard hales' song

The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don't be sad it's just the start
Of a new beginning in your life
Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you can't control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will unfold
There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow



Hope the sun shines after the rain..............