Sunday, January 29

SLEEPLESS IN MANILA

something is really bothering me..during my off i end up waking up when everyone here at home is all asleep...and when they are alive and kicking that is the time iam asleep.....well...iam wanting to do something that i know my folks won't approve of.
nah..am not gonna get married, or am doing such a bad thing !
i just want to break free....
nah..am straight!
i just wanna move out....
and move on perhaps someplace or somewhere far different from Manila
am considering doing something however complicated it is....however unimaginable it is

but am still thinkin bout it....
am just feeling so tired with my laidback life, my work which just bounces in and out of indecisive decisions...am getting tired with smiling yet am feeling alot of grudges in my chest...and that is not me.

is this what you call..mid-age syndrome hahahha?
am ok...i just have this lousy questions in my mind..if only i have the answers

its almost 5am...and not sleepy yet

i wish i know the answers to this so called life


ahehehehe

goodluck!

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