a day before christmas eve...
wat am i doin? went out to get my grad pic...well i dunno last week with my friend jho, went to this photo studio and finally got the guts to have my grad pic taken (considering have been a graduate for a few years hehehe), u see am not used toi havin my pic taken, but i love taking photos...how weird am i? hahah i dunno, i just feel that i dont look good in cam and i dunno really how to smile....
anyways its my off at work till the 26th..so its kinda long vacation...wat a relief...some of the things at work as well as some people (particularly one person i dislike) kinda annoys me.so its good to have a long break.....
my grad pic is okay, i love how i smiled, the photo is nice, and the make up isnt that stuffed on my face, i mean they did well on how to put on my make up and how the lights were taken...
later today me my sis and my bro will again go out in the mall, havent had that sleep yet but wanna be able to spend some time with them and do some last minute shopping, i still have to buy things for my mom and dad....and tomorrow the noche buena..kinda excited bout it...and some people from my dad's side will come visit us and i readied some of my gifts to them.
iam actually not that happy considering me and sweety are havin problems, its been long since our last talk and i kinda dont txt him for the last 4 days.
iam just mad that he is ignoring me.
i wish i could be able to understand him and that he makes me realize that infact iam important in his life.but i dunno call me drama queen but i kinda feel that iam not getting the attention and the time thati deserve, yah i know we are thousand miles apart but all im asking is just a bit of his time, wat is one text or a one minute phonecall to let me know how he is doin but what did i get...for 5 days now, he hasnt texted me,the times that i miss him, i called him up but it was just the machine and he wouldnt even text me back or acknowledge that he knows iam calling but just too busy to answer my phonecall....nada!@!
he is so insensitive sometimes i hate him for that...but whenever he says sorry and explains..i understand and just try not to dwell on it anymore....i know i love him but lately its so hard to understand him.
3 of my friends at work is bound to their provinces today ,am kinda sad bcoz for 2 weeks am not gonna see them..we had fun at work ysday..we had xmas party, some games and the food was nice,we had fun...
a day before the xmas eve...am happy that iam still with my family,i just wish that sweety is around...i could be happier
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