am back at work after a vacation leave at work last friday. i also got sick after taking care of my sis, no regrets, i have to do what i have to do...and she's better now already home after 3 days at the hospital.
well..whenever iam going to the hospital, i have this sort of eeekky feeling, sorta scared creature that iam, the noise, the people around especially the smell....i hate it, considering iam a medical graduate but yes, i have this weird feeling evrytime i go to the hospital especially if visiting someone on the ward, especially if it is a family member.
i slept in the hospital saturday night till sunday morning...a day after my sis had this surgery on her sinus. she had a lot of visitors, considering how friendly she is.....just some sad news, she was diagnosed to have diabetes type 2 (non-insulin dependent). she already knows it, but hearing it straight from the endocronologist made her cry, i did cry too....we really have a sweet blood heheh...kidding, but seriously my dad is a diabetic and my mom side's has history of diabetes, so...i know we have the high probability to have it....my bro was already dianose last month and then my sis...and it boils down to me.....being such a fickle minded me, and some sort of scared indie...i always have this excuse whenver i have a sked fbs test....but i set up my mind to really have my blood tested this week, its a dilemma....i guess...am scared....actually real scared....
wat if i have it.....no more chocolates, no more soft drinks...no more cakes, foods evrywhere....
but what am really afraid of....i have to pass it on....
my dilemma.....
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