It has been more than a month since my last blog,well after being on a UK campaign i had a tight schedule! I always hurry home since I might miss the bus ride along Ayala Avenue, so hard to take a cab at Taft Avenue at past 1am in the morning...and so dangerous too.....
Well....a lot of changes happened in my life since I last blogged, one of those is, I am beginning to hate the job Iam in, well, nothing new, I know I use to complain but this time, it is for real, and Iam having some thoughts of really resigning coz I feel that as far as I can go and as far as I do my thing, it does not seem to work. Lately I have this really sad thoughts on my way to work, you feel obligated to just work and not to seem enjoy it, and really I hate it....it sucks! Big time~!
But in as much as I want to quit, I feel losing a job at this stage is such a major gamble, I dont ever wanna feel so sorry about myself, losing money, losing confidence, losing reasons to get out of the house hehehe.
Secondly, I had this feeling that I don't really have a normal life, like I sleep for just 4 or 5 hrs a day and it gives me headache!!!! Well the only compliment I get from all of these emotional turmoils and events are my freinds in the office, we kinda bonded a week ago went to Malate, after office, went to see stand up comedians, in a bar named comic lab...and then just hanged out in roxas boulevard till the wee hours of the morning.
I got home at past 7am....and slept and went out again that night.
well....iam still me, just the same, me and my boyfriend are going strong as ever....
well I'll try to updtate my life...as long as i can
but for now...got some work to do!!!!!!!!!
ciao
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