about being lonely....

I read this from someone's blog..so sorry forgot what site..but it made me think and also remember that loneliness and emptiness is a state of mind...and i mean unless you choose to feel lonely and stay that way, that leaves you with no other choice.
Lately I am having this anxiety attacks again....suffice to say, my melodramatic life makes me feel down most of the time.....so sensitive that even a slight remark about me makes me cry...heheh...i dunno...makes me think, am I really happy?


you complain about being lonely,
but you're only lonely if you choose to be –
if you choose to block out the other people
who want so badly to be allowed into your world.
so the only way that i can help you
is to somehow make you see…
to make you see that the only cure to what tortures you
is to let go of every inhibition you have.
forget your stupid situation,
because it isn't going to last as long as you are.
that may sound harsh, but
that's life.


Anyway, this was a very busy day for me, I did not have enough sleep and I have to accompany my Mom to the grocery, so I went out of bed earlier than usual...she used my card and the bill went almost 7 thou....I wonder how much I can borrow from my card...heheh
Wet I went home, I planned to sleep a little so when I get to work...I may not be sleepy...but I watched Oprah...it's good that I catched it, the topic was so nice its some quest or searched for the most romantic me in US....makes me sad..I was just thinking bout togetherness of couples....there was this one couple who battled cancer together, the lady was the one afflicted but the man of his life proved her how much he loved her since he stood by her all the time she was inflicted with the deadly c. Everyone was teary eyed in Oprah's set and I was too..was so touched with their love story and how he really loves the lady.....
I wonder what is the power of love made of...how can one thing change one's life...anyway, we all fall inlove sometimes....not necessarily inlove with your guy or your boyfriend...but I wonder what can a person do to really say in his or her life that he or she is the one, just a thought.....


ow,sentimental me....

happy bday sheila!!!!