we stopped calling a little early today there must have been some problems (wel there was...we have not been recieving so many calls by 3am..so it got me sleepy!) well i have missed writting over here, since i had my offs last friday and saturday...my off? well it was kinda boring well except that me and sweety talked a lot over the weekend, i was so amazed on his efforts to call me, he started calling me by afternoon of thursday, and just to get to say hello and say how we are doin, and the following day, (around 5am) he was so sweet, and called me straight at his car on his way to work and woke me up on some of his cd's on his car.
This guy is so different the past few days...i know he is so sweet but the past few days he kinda made me "kilig" (flatter in english...and blushing, i really felt that i was important to him, it was just a ten minute conversation but he wanted to let me know that "my cherie amour" by stevie wonder makes him think of me...and "dont go breaking my heart" song is a hope for the best in our relationship...(well i told him, he is the one breaking my heart always hehehe...well before that is!) and "candle in the wind" by elton john as a song for princess diana makes him dedicate also the song to me as i was his princess....
he was always telling me to come over there, and i cant give him a straight answer, and not that i don't believe him but i don't wanna expect with all these things and get hurt in the end...but of course iam always positive i just don't wanna close my eyes to what if's....
he told me that as soon as he comes over here later this year he wants me to come over there in cali....and i told him he must ask my parents permission first esp my dad...who kinda told me that i should give way to my younger sis if she intends to marry first (duh...so wat's that supposed to mean..he does not want me to marry someone yet???hehehe)
well anyways, it was very nice of him to really talk to me and give me the time that i have been asking...these were my problems before, i have to compete with his studies, and work and a lot of stuffs in there and it kinda made me feel neglected and not so important..it made me feel sad for most of the time we are together (not literally though)
its july 5th today and it is our 8th month together, was hoping next month he would be here together for my birthday and even if he couldn't i would understand.he called me last saturday evening 3 times because the line keeps cutting off, he thought i was out, and he was asking soooooo many questions, whom iam with, where am i...but i just told him
that i went out of the house to get a good signal...told him why is he jealous...and why would he ever think am going out without his permission....and he told me he was just kidding...he said he was very confident about me and our relationship...i dunno about him...maybe......hahah.well with the ways things are going...i bet nothing seems wrong...iam so happy with him and so happy that he is the love of my life....
happy 8th month sweety and i love you..thanks for making me feel special...everyday and today...on an early monday...
i miss you till later
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